All of today's readings are about following God's laws, God's true laws, not the human precepts that people like to put in place of them. God is concerned about us become pure of heart. The laws of Moses were designed to put us on the path, but were not to be taken as a code above that ultimate goal. Too many people focus more on religion and ritual rather than faith and love. I know that I struggle with this mightily on a daily basis. Even though my life has always been better when I turn it over to God, I keep letting my own selfish motives get in the way of my own happiness, while at the same time hypocritically looking down on others who don't think or believe as I do. God wants me to be better than that, us all to be better than that.
This move has tested my ability to leave things in the hands of God. Every time I've tried to meddle, I've made things worse rather than better. I need to trust in Him. So far, I've had no reason not to. Why, then, do I keep looking for reasons to doubt?