I find it easy to get confused about what I believe, what I truly believe. So many distractions seem to vie for my attention. So many various cultures have their own ancient beliefs. So many people have logical facts to support their own opinions. And I don't have the answers to their questions, both those asked and those left unspoken.
And that troubles me.
The one thing that holds me fast is that I can't contradict what was written in the Gospels about Jesus's life. He wants us to love God, the Father and creator. He wants us to love each other. All of the arguments against my faith crumble in the face of those truths.
Yet I still struggle with my beliefs and that troubles me.