I often wonder if I have missed the Lord's calling for me. I surround myself with distractions and obligations to the point that I do not know if I would hear that whispered call. Sometimes, I think that I hear His message to me, but it turns out that it is my own voice, speaking either my desires or my worries.
I envy many of those people who know their calling and follow it with zeal. I fear some of those who claim to know their calling, yet seem to be listening to fallen angels instead. Both groups speak and act with an assurance about what they do. For me the road ahead seems less certain. However, I trust that the Lord will get me to where He needs me--one way or another.