Tomorrow is graduation and his picture will be up on the slideshow. As the seniors haven't been in school, they will have heard the news (or not) from their friends. We will have support systems in place, but I do not envy any of the staff involved with tomorrow morning's graduation practice, let alone graduation.
I want to blame someone or something. I want to have a target to focus my rage, something that I can lash out and strike. I want to punish him for making me feel this way, especially now, especially today.
... I want him to alive and working towards a better future.
May the Lord watch over and protect his soul.