To be clear, I am not loathing my time there like I did often during my youth (and occasionally still do from time to time). I'm just ... enduring it--like it's a burden rather than a joy. I find myself thinking of other things rather than being present in the moment. As I have (hopefully) matured, I work on refocusing myself when I notice such lapses in my mental presence. However, there are days when even that doesn't seem like it is worth the effort.
I don't like it when my relationship with Jesus becomes a routine rather than something deeper. Still, I have this problem with in any relationship. It's so easy to take what I have for granted, to give those whom I love cursory attention. I need to work on being more attentive. Just as Jesus made a place for me, I need to make a place for Him and those whom I love.