While this is meant in a spiritual sense, I realize that I'm not well prepared in a mental or physical sense. Although I would like to live at least into the 2070s, there is certainly a chance that God has a different plan for me. Even though I have made certain that I have enough life insurance that my family will be okay, I have not dealt in any way with the mess that I would leave behind (at least, most of it is in boxes).
I certainly am not ready in a mental sense. There are so many things that I would still like to do ... yet I have not really taken the steps to accomplish them. There are a number of loose ends in my life that have yet to be completed. Honestly, I don't know if even living into the 2070s would be long enough.
I realize that this means that I'm like one of the ten who does not have the full amount of oil. I'm clearly unready. I hope that the bridegroom is still quite a ways off.